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2007-02-09T23:21:00.000+08:00

Its been long. working my ass off to sell those irons
dunno whether you guys would actually read all of these..
but in any case here goes
this is by far the first entry ever since I started working
Life's been good so far.
but i really miss you guys loads.
gonna use those money for some good purposes like buying myself a drum set
and going to bangkok and get dread locks.
hahaa.. yea thats all for now.
work gives you shit.
customers are brainless and always right
boss is dumb and abusive of power
supervisor is unreasonable and desperate to hold her position
Philips promoters are scheming foxes that dun haf a concious
much politics on the sales floor
so many things to learn, so little time.
dun waver to the dark side.
or join the small fry.
gossips flows around like water
backstabbing?
now thats an understatement
when the tongue is present, sin is not absent
but he who holds his tongue is wise.
How can one lives with their concious
when all they do about is backstab and create strive?
war between parties so evident
all I can say is watch me bounce back.
sales is my forte and i believe in just doing my job.
go ahead and create those false rumours
all i can conclude is that
one would reap what they sow.
good luck to you.

2006-12-27T05:57:00.000+08:00

my my .. its been ages.
What am I doing at this unearthly hour?
well thanks to ben choo who doesnt keep track of time
yea.. he woke me up at 5.
he's now busy snoring
obviously, he talked through the night.
one more thing.
whatever messages you guys wanna pass it to me
pass it straight to me, dun go through my brother
hes tempormental, depends on his mood.
sometimes when he feels like it, then he pass it
most of the time, he forgets or doesnt intend to tell me
in which he assumes my answer, then gives it to you guys
all the time, the answer is not what i wanted.
what's on the surface conceals lots of things.
you might be asking me, oh what happen between both guys
sry man. its not just another quarrel or whatsoever.
it's been long. its been going on.
all is not well on the inside.
I try many times to be the best brother ever
too bad its neither appreciated not repaid, instead attacked
theres a limit to my trying. i'm human
I've reached the peak.
Sad to say,
We're brothers by name, never by bond
though i may claim that I know him very well
I lied. I do not even know him as well as you guys do.
I've never expected anything from you
I'm sorry ben, if I didn't reach the expected level you want me to be
If ur reading this and thinking its a big hooha
I've really have nothing to say
well ben, think of the stuff you did for me and ur frens
that is if you ever did
see the contrast?
I've been bottling this up, with few pple knowing
truth hurts, but this is it
like always, you'll always be my brother
and will still.

laughter will never wipe away those hurts
it can only cover them
people close to ur heart fails.

2006-12-08T22:20:00.000+08:00

Back in action.
after MIA for so long

So wad ya gonna do for christmas?
haha.. i got just the thing.
YOU GUYS JUZ WAIT!!
think you would love it.

Did You rise the sun for me?
Or paint a million stars that I might
Know Your majesty?
Is Your voice upon the wind?
Is everything I've known marked
With my maker's fingerprints?

Breathe on me
Let me see Your face
Ever I will seek You
'Cause all You are, is all I want, always
Draw me close in Your arms
Oh God, I wanna be with You

Can I feel You in the rain?
Abandon all I am to have You
Capture me again
Let the earth resound with praise
Can You hear as all creation lives
To glorify one name?

2006-11-27T06:04:00.000+08:00

HOWDIE HA
Its been long my homies.
utterly long - 5 days? which deem itself as a century
or as one would term it.
same hour, same person, different topic

Want to be equiped in mocking mockery?
using the power of speech to advocate love
for somewhere in proverbs it says
those who love to talk will experience the consequences
for the tongue can kill or nourish life.
vindictive rumours of disliked people are so evident
We as christians should fight for what we stand
put a leash over its reign

are we,
are we,
are we all innocent?

LIES
who hates to be decieved? everybody
now watch the irony.
who have not lied at all in ur whole life?
if ur answer is yes, you just did.
Everyone lied b4 and
conciously or not, would commit it again in the future
truth is, dun let it become a stronghold or a bondage
It's a perfect imperfection
no escape from it doesnt mean you dont have to
put in the effort!
tried it, am trying and definately keep on keeping on
It's hard, nothing appears on a spoon fed directly to ur mouth

haven't been blogging about my life
It's too mundane, just too usual for me to bear out.
one word, HECTIC/BUSY
or one would termed it as
"burdened under satan's yolk"
I beg to differ.
the bible says, an idle mind is the devil's workshop
however, dun ever let "busy" compromise the time spent with God
otherwise, my proposition wouldn't stand

Have we been too influenced by the world?
and that beauty is no longer in the eye of the beholder?
but its set by a few fashion icons in the world?
damn it oprah.
in the 19th century - shakespearian times
where music is the food of love and
life is a bed of roses
people whose bodies has a beer belly are
deemed to be beautiful.
yea, pple drink and make merry
which explains the "gulu gulu"
take a step backward and check out how the media shapes the world
now what should we believe in?
easy, not the media and neither shakespear (hur hur)
but what the bible term as beauty.
Beauty is fleeting and charm is deceptive
but a woman that fears the Lord is to be praised.
The perfect wife mentioned in proverbs
said nothing in relations to her looks.
Now that's beauty.
glam, hot, cool, high sex appeal,
DITCH IT.
It's natural to be superficially insecure
it's beauty that comes from within that matters
Make a stand for urself, dun let it turn into depression
Ur special the way you are.
I dunno about you
I'm sick and tired of people wallowing in self-pity
mostly about their looks
and having low self-esteems
dun play into the devil's foothold!

I think that all the CFC girls
are really beautiful.
and so do all the CFC hot guys
Cause great minds think alike
I meant every word.

2006-11-24T05:27:00.000+08:00

I seriously do not know
Why I am up at this unearthly hour.
damn it jessica.
much apologies to the people
who have been constantly reading my blog.
today, you're in for a treat.

this is a random topic,
PLEASURE

ask urself this question
what does this means to you?
well, some pple think that by smoking, excessive drinking, or drinking
derives it.
other more down to earth pple
would define as clubbing, pubbing and juz grooving around.
But do you know what real pleasure is?
this is my defination.
I have come to realise over the years
and am still realising even til this day.
that real pleasure comes when you treasure life.
Ironic isn't it? mine and the world's defination?
well, one good example, stop awhile to think..
If u are doing sport, running basketball etc.
A big bottle of chilled 100-plus might just be all u need
That is pleasure. It's long-lasting in physical aspect for ur body.
Another mundane example for guys my age
most of my clique would be married to boot camp
the food that would be "delicious"
as well as you get the same each day.
Pleasure derived could just be just
A Kentucky meal to the growling stomach.

Pleasure that is more complicated and more deep
would be in terms of speech and relations.
Have you ever wondered
How do you counter insults and sarcasm?
that is so relevant in today's world
Sarcasm is an Art, much as people would say
The counter to sarcasm is never regurgitating it back
Sarcasm or the Arts is not competitive in nature.
and you wouldnt want to stoop down to his level.

The counter to sarcasm and insults is none other then
LOVE AND SINCERITY.
It's so strong, dun ever underestimate it.
It's been proven in my life, and it'll be for yours
if you choose to listen and not walking away thinking its bullshit.
By loving the person despite the countless insults being throwed
makes you a much stronger person then he is
as the saying goes, "hurt people hurt people"
By loving that person, joy never felt b4 flows into ur heart
and by using words of blessing and love to answer
Now thats a majorly wonderful comeback.
pleasure in that form is derived.

So bottom line of the inspiration
Drugs derive only temporary pleasure and satisfaction
and consequence is too severe
so Don't do drugs.
Lets join the anti drug abuse parade.
yea right... KIDDING!!!!

Be a man, do the right thing
apologise when ur in the wrong
dun be so stuck up.
when u injure someone's ankle
yes I agree it was an accident
but dun go say oh he fell down by himself
ITS OBVIOUS, even others can tell
so cut the crap excuses
one more thing
dun try and act like ur stronger or better than me
I cant be bothered to challenge you
I intended it to be friendly match.

2006-11-05T14:28:00.000+08:00

Hello!!.. im not back to blogging or wadsoever
just to let all of ur know that currently my com is down
the screen juz cant work
how cool..
anywaez been really busy studying
this time its genuine
haix im so stress
but soon it'll be all over YEAH!!
havent have any plans yet
most prob would start work and my individual workout
2 days gym 2 days run 2 days swim
yup, get my pay and splurge on myself
Im gonna bleach my hair to a new colour.. yea.
alright so far this is like the kind of plans i have after A's
quite boring, but i bet there would be
so many activities that i do not know which to go to
really cant wait for nxt wed to come
it seems ages but then again
its quite fast.
though i do not want A level to start
it had already begun.
1 sub down, 3 more.
nxt week would be the hectic one
2 sub in 3 daes
whereas this week is quite alright
for the fact being that theres onli one sub spread thru the week.
but still, im stressed...
haix.. study study and watch aiken play now
coz when he starts school , i will be frolicking my butt off at some place/
haha.. til then its 1 and a half weeks more
woot. its coming real soon
juz u wait!!

2006-10-28T02:17:00.000+08:00

My dogs rooney and spike send their regards
to who ever is reading my blog.
haha...yea.. random..

I cant believe the way your love has got a hold on me
each morning i wake to find you near
You lift me above my fears and set my feet on solid ground
all of my days belong to you

and i bring ur breath of life
that fills my heart
you are my all consuming fire

and i stand here before you
in wide open wonder
amazed at the glory of you
the power of heaven, revealing ur purpose in me
as im reaching for you

This song has been uploaded on my blog
do hear it, its so meaningful
Please hear it,, its so so so good!!

2006-10-26T01:23:00.000+08:00

You know guys.
I realise over the years and am still realising
to be fellow champions is not all about
singing worship songs
or listening to sermons
but it is everything about what's going on in the heart.
for Psalm 24 it says
He who has a clean hands and a pure heart
He will ascend the hill of the Lord.
and you know being a champion
is about the choices u make
and not about the songs that u sing.
Its about honouring ur friends before urself
and its about walking humbly
before the king of kings
Theres a song that would keep you focus on this journey
that was sung in the dawn of time by the angels

Holy is the Lord (we're singing)
Holy is the Lord(we're singing)
Holy is the Lord x3
and my heart burns for you.

(Adapted from history makers
It really would help u reset ablaze ur passion
and to spur u on to live the life that God has in plan for you)

2006-10-25T01:35:00.000+08:00

It's been long since I touched the keyboard

eventful week that amount to my guilt

yea.. been out and enjoying

Tuesnight.

Today wasn't so much of a day, more of a night

was knocked out thru the day

due to the weariness from staying overnight at sennett

Dinner was good, my first time to Fish and Co and glasshouse

Food was so so, company was great.

Oh yea. Happy Birthday to Peachy and Gina!

very seldom we have two pple born on the same day

Mon reminisced

went school that day.

First time, since prelims had ended

Did some mock paper

was good, learnt something.

was feeling screwed.

studying hasnt been effective lately.

stayed overnite at sennett

was fun, playing blind mice and catching

relieving old childhood days

really wanna apologise

I wasnt emo on that night,

just dead worried for my own A's

many a times, I failed badly statistically

taking freaking long to do one paper

and with my short attention span

I'm throwing precious time away.

To cope with the amounting stress

Its best to forget that A's is drawing near.

or in other words, dun worry about the future

for the future itself hasn't come

Many a times, Ignorance is bliss

Help was far from near

independence was the only role I could play

Am still studying now coz I havent gave up on myself

I'm really dying inside,

with not many chances and choices left at hand

Need ur mercy, wisdom and grace Lord.

For now til the end of A's

This verse will keep me in shape

Special thanks to Aunty Fang for it.

it encouraged me loads.

Rev 3:7-8

What he opens no one can shut and wad he shuts no one can open. I know ur deeds. See I have placed before you an open door that no one can shut. I know you have little strength yet you have kept my word and have not denied my faith.

The Lord shall be with me til the end of A's

and to the very end of time...... Amen.

Wrecked Sun

Some pple juz do not know how to keep their mouth shut

for the good of mankind.

I play soccer for the fun of it

not to score goals and feel that temporary satisfaction

I went in the wrong team.

which led to a screwed up day.

Thank God I walked away.

Or else World War 101 may have found its starting line.

Special thanks to Aikey and Donkey on that day.

2006-10-17T02:47:00.000+08:00

I'm finally going school tmw.
apparently for some math mock exam.
I do not know why I'm up at this unearthly hour
Tomorrow at 7 is gonna be a battle of the century
with forces of inertia, bed, sleepy eyes and a tired body
all against my weak will to go for the exam.

Keane the band, rocks!!! POW!
They are insane and so so so good!
A simple thing, where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
so why don't we go, to somewhere only we know

What's with Indonesia? Like seriously, they are acting worse then hounds. This negative externality orignated from the minds of self-centered idiots, is causing major problems for us. From eye irritation to breathing difficulties and with the PSI soaring to a 160+. Whats on the headlines is that their corrupted government are not planning on taking any action. Too much land but too little labour? I see irony with them and us. We're got land scarcity, they got labour shortage. They should just sell us the land. We'll make it much more productive rather then blazing it to the ground. Think I'll just stop here, I dun feel like wasting my time blogging about these fools.

Wipe that smirk off ur face
coz I'm gonna do well for A's

and you give yourself away....

2006-10-15T00:54:00.000+08:00

POW!!
Today was such a phreuking blast
Tomorrow is gonna be insanity at it's limits
and for once I'm gonna be early.
I seriously hope!
The worship was POW WOW awesome.
Loved every moment of it

Now on a much heavier footage/
message was on purpose.(pun)
Wads ur purpose in life?
mine's to lead a purposeful life
hur.hur.

2006-10-13T02:45:00.001+08:00

Hey there sexies!

Looking gorgeous, I see

Wed reminisced.

What a day!

Hamanar is ur best bet for being late

wrong. utterly wrong

I made him wait for 20min

Time was 2, destination small macs.

he reached: 2.02, ME: was having lunch with my mom

rushed down, and cocked up a story along the way

sorry dude.

Went to simei, hamanar's accompanion none other than me

layered his hair, can tell a slight difference

took a limo-cab down to church.

We cleaned the youth room up

and make a whole new makeover to it.

created a chance for debbie travis to do a facelift.

damn, it looks hot.

thurs.

a freakin boring day.

overworked my brains,

resulted in a unsound state of the mind.

Cleaned the youth room.

One of the ways of releasing stress for me

retarded it may seem

but i bet you're dying for me to clean the room of urs

The state of the study room:

Alone in the middle

music blasting in one of the earphones

papers, pen u name it strewn all over the place

Finding means to grab onto any life that i could find

before I depart from my sanity

Is this the life of an A'level student?

screw it!

went down with the hunks and babes to Kentucky

reached home early, one of the rare times.

watched two movies in a sequel

Italian job and see no evil.

Italian job was cool and the gal is so hawt!

see no evil on the contrary was rather sick

"See" defined itself literally

It termed as the digging of eyeballs.

Dun eat anything b4 the show

Its a warning to be taken seriously

rights.

gotta go off now, gonna embark on a DIE-YET soon

Together, we shall make the weight difference.

2006-10-12T01:55:00.000+08:00

The usual.

clinging to God for my sanity

(with courtesy from aikey)

Damn.

I took 3 pathetic days

to finish one maths paper

which is set for 3 hours

see the irony?

Yucks

Simpang was swarmed with cockroaches

running on people's feet

Girl's worst enemy other then lizards

Are you eeeeing from the trauma?

Well, we successfully killed 3

and the hat-trick belonged to gaius

Shoots.

Some freakin bug is bitting me all over

It's having fettish with my hot body

I anonyingly recieving its bite from neck to toe.

I cant seem to get rid of it!

Screwed

3 more weeks to Armagaedon

Time is busting my brains

and my brawn has been in deteorating condition

experimented in sentosa

resulted in a negative answer

prob. due to busking sun?

2006-10-11T00:47:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the "false alarm,"
the umpteen times you're came to my blog but theres no new post.
Yup, been busy lately
Whenever I'm determined to blog,
Inertia steps in, and assumes control
and my ever so hot body would be subjected to it.
So, I'm utterly sorry for any inconvenience caused.
And now Jozzie is ready to "SPEAK TO AMERICA"

Sun - we played soccer
I sliped and landed in a sliding tackle
obviously i didn't aim for anything
Coz the freakin ground is so slippery
and with my sexy frictionless addidas shoes
gives me every reason not to go for that brand again
well back to the point.
My unlucky target was none other then Lukie
I slided him and not the ball .=[
As a result he injured his groin area
and for the whole night he couldnt walk properly.
IM SOSOSOSOSO sorry lukie.
Then we ate at Lagoon
and my favourite WAN TON MEE store was closed.

Mon
As usual, went to church to get some mad maths done
and yup, I did accomplish much
with the frequent calls to the ever so helpful Shujing
thanks woMAN.
Went to parkway with the sexies and peachy
Ate my curry chicken at food court
Its really gd, do try.

and finally TODAY
which is the day we are all waiting for
THE BOMB
(sang in Simple plan untitled) SING IT!
I woke up it was nine
waited til nine thirty
b4 i figure out that i was damn late
I know there bout' twenty-one of them
and they are all my friends
coz they waited for me to come

yea..yea..
Today was majorly fun, a little here and there
Thank God my butt didnt get slam my the doors.
hur hur hur.
tanning - WAH! major disaster the sun was so so so so hot
i was sleeping in a pool of perspiration
and it kinda dehydrate my body
I can't take it no longer,
so i got up and there was a change in my skin colour
Goodness less then 5 min, I became tanned.
It boils down to all the ball games
-soccer, volleyball, basketball, captain's ball
yup, its real fun.
Except for one thing - I couldn't swim coz i didnt have the shorts
Thanks ar donkey. haha.
Indulged in food at harbourfront foodcourt
and ate as if Africa is gonna take over the world's food supply
After that, slept in the foodcourt
and slept in the bus
with Maddy's old school band's music
She's the ultimate old school girl
Backstreet boys,Britney spears,trademark
to chinese love songs.
Its enticed me into sleeping
despite the constant banging of my head on to the glass window
this time its not into the beat of the music.
Her "gu-zheng" chinese music intro
is super good for sleeping,
its like you're flying on a cloud. hahaha
Bet she played it herself with in harmony with
the er-hu guy outside tampines MRT
HAHAHA!! sry madd. but i love ur MUSIC!!
you rawk la madd!

2006-10-07T00:17:00.000+08:00

Hope you all like the chinese song uploaded on my blog.
I kinda lost the first one by tao ze.

What really antangonises you is that ur friends are working as if they're the sole breadwinner of their family, and ur not. Today was good, good rest and leisure. Guess this pretty sums it all up. My intellectual capability has yet to be maxed, and my formulas in a wreck. 25 more days to be in a mental disorder state, trust me, its genuine this time round. With the upcoming battle of the century, when failed, won't fail to leave you stranded and aimless. 2 years gone down the "longkang," NS mailing you into the "greens" and a letter of appeal to the poly seems to be the only route. Wait, there another way, catch what Oprah Winfrey termed as the "addictive studying" fever, and chuck those "medicine aka slacking" aside. Gotta equip thyself with those stinkin' equations. Prelims, the last standing indicator points me to a path of destruction, it's time to alter it with the remaining days and intercession. So as to speak, blogging is one thing, effective mugging is another. Time is the Invincible enemy, cannot be stopped but can be killed. The only way to overcome this massive destructive epidemic, is to face it, and to kill time with those books. In other words, sit down with that pen, paper and calculator AND DO. Sounds easy, Yup in the short run, however in the long run, I will be producing work at the lowest concentration possible, at minimum Long-Run-Average-Concentration(LRAC) curve. The loosing of stamina runs in unison with time, and its time effective "neutron bomb" the weapon of career destruction.

Well, today's menu was at simpang. The haze choked my windpipe, I literally couldnt breathe at church. It cleared while we were at Syed's eatery. It suddenly dawned on me that it was full moon today. The transformation is almost complete. haha. Oh yea, on a lighter note, West grand boulevard, the daphne khoo's band is so good, obviousy not holding a candle to electrico.

When my heart has grown cold
Then ur love will unfold
You open my eyes to the works of ur hand
In awe of you, I stand

When I'm blinded by my ways
there ur spirit will fervently pray
ur love has removed my mask
Lord, your mercy will last

My heart will find praise
When I delight in you always.
Nations will split apart and fall
at the whisper of ur call

2006-10-05T00:00:00.000+08:00

I'm going school tmr, shocked? betta be.
Today, I channelled all of my energy to maths
drained into teaching the O' level kids.
Til theres no more ounce of energy left in me
fatique grabbed caught me in my weak state
The intensity is building with each day passing
The countdown to the end?
I act as if I'm studying and making full use of each day
well, the pretense well played.

My dearest joel aka peachy
ur face ever so sexy
ur skin ever so fair
ur reddish hair
dealt with much care

I really wanna know you even more
and how you drift with that ball
For I'm only good at drifting
not to mention spitting.

2006-10-04T00:49:00.000+08:00

Yea,yea, today was such a fun-filled day
and its fun at its finest.
with the right people, you'll derive nothing but fun
Its really you guys that gives me the strength
to face the challenges in school.
I am the ever so sexy "butt(pun-intended) of all jokes"
Its antagonising, i must admit but its also funny
And yes, I'll still love you all.
Its really myself to do all these retarded stuff
and yup I wanna thank god for giving me such a comic character
I love myself & I'll always love to bring fun into people's lives.
Yup, you'll would like the new me, I think, hope and guess.

I really look forward to coming to church
and really am motivated to study by you guys.
It beats going to school flat.
Its really times like this,
that will be remembered and treasured
oh yes, I taught maths today.
haha. yea..
some random and interesting stuff
1)toughest tongue twister: sixth sick sheik's sixth sheep's sick
2)111,111,111 x 111,111,111 = 12,345,678,987,654,321
3)The cigarette lighter was invented before the match
4)Like fingerprints, everyone's tongue print is different
5)The electric chair was invented by a dentist

I'll wake up to find
Ur glory defined
surrounding me
opening my eyes so that I can see

Where no one else knows how i feel
ur unfailing love to me, felt so real
I'll rest in ur glorious morning dew
and pray that you make me new

Change me from the inside out
it's ur glory and name, I'll shout
show me ur love and ur might
Give me time to shine ur light

2006-10-02T23:23:00.000+08:00

I haven't been blogging for ages. Life has really been pretty much a boredom. mugging has taken over my first love, and formulas, formulating and flashing across my head. 30 days to the start of A's. The tension flowing through my veins, The pressure well felt. Well, the stamina of just mugging is constantly decreasing at a increasing rate with the proportion of time. The stamina, the constant practice of maths, It's all bout' practice honey, not the trickery of challenging questions. I think the best solution of overcoming the "study and sleep" life is to plan like something that we all look forward to. For instance, playing soccer or maybe to catch a movie. Think that short period break would really put some life into the stoned face of mine. Went for Simpang for our long-awaited dinner. Ever since, the unkempt-mohawk streaks of hair, iconed by me, ben, gaius, peachy, has confused ben and my identity. It even brought the ever so far away, heaven and earth looks between the both of us, to distance of a mile radius. In other words, we look more alike, from the back that is. Rushed back, watch America's next top model. Despite knowing that mollie-sue is gonna be out, I was on the bridge of tears at the eliminating platform scene. How could Jade gotten in? Cut the hypocrisy Jade, don't fake that hug and cough out those tears. With such stinking character, and a really B*tchy attitude, it never fail to cross my mind and wonder at the irony on how she made it this far. The whole melodrama and 'I'm hot stuff & you're not" moment flashed so clearly on her face. Molly-sue on the other hand is so hot and gorgeous, What's with tyra?

Whenever ur feeling down
or you're constantly seen with that frown
Look yourself up in the mirror
and tell urself u look gorgeous and superior.

Don't fret
as the best has not come yet.
Don't worry about tomorrow
B'coz what happens then, you do not know

Look out for loving people around you
for they are the friends that are true
appreciate them while you still can
coz you're never know when it all end

You do not know how valuable you are
until you have come to know the bright morning star
who is none other then our Lord Jesus christ
Who died on the cross and paid the price

something random and wierd
But Jozzie's tiger pubs and kittens will be with you and keep you safe.
haha. yea
Kidukaseru sa kimi kokoro no oku ni
Kimi wo matsu Girl.
I'll do anything and everything, just to get you back
I really miss you..

2006-09-30T01:25:00.000+08:00

Its a fri night, more like a sat morning. The usual made its stand today, the food as well as the worshipy-prayer. yea... This week plus the upcoming weeks ahead and til the end of A's, Its gonna be fun. It is important that we have the "look on the bright side" mentality. Not everyone is fortunate and given a chance to display their intellectual capability. Adults are dying to be in our shoes and studying. Studying can really be very fun, if you're studying with the right group of people. I kinda enjoy studying with you guys - the usuals. Well, since you like my poems, I shall try to get inspiration from almost anywhere which is possible and write it. In other words, TAG me, give me a topic, something nice not nonsensical. yea.. Oh yes, shoutouts to the rest of you all are coming soon. This time its real. Lately, I havent found the time to write. The mood must really be there. yup. Til then, live the life you deserve. Below are a few clips of mariah, she's insane . woah, do watch all.

2006-09-29T00:32:00.000+08:00

Haiyo.. My viewership rate has been on the decline
Should be due to I havent been blogging recently
Well, been mugging lately in church
as well as teaching the O's people
Well, i havent been going school
mainly b' coz I rather study
and its much more effective than spending the day
recieving insults from both teachers and classmates
they really know how to put u down
NO BRAINERS

Simpang has became our second canteen
prior to the sucky food in school
I dun understand why we do not get sick of the food there though
It definately not worth the price we're paying for.
I really love teaching the O's people
It helps me re-vitalise my basics and
strengthens my foundation

No point looking back on the past
What's done can't be undone
Don't worry about the future
For the future would worry about itself
Do what you can now
and give it ur best.

How do you feel
When ur heart is smashed by a huge slab of steel
Sometimes the unseen will be seen
In my case, the unseen is concealed within

Words will never express ur sentiments
many a times, you gotta juz learn
Pick yourself up whenever you fall
and try ur best to climb over that wall

Sometimes when you're seated alone in the mall
All you ever need is just a call
A call that brings with it gushes of love
it would bring peace into ur heart, like a dove

You would never know who would fall in love with ur smile
and that someone who would go the extra mile
You might just hurt that person with ur tears
and he's the one that chooses to stay with you through the years

Though I long to walk down the aisle with you
All I can do now, is to wish that it'll be true
All I want is for you to be happy
even if it means loosing you for eternity.

I'll love to give you that security
and protect you with my life
I wanna be the one that you write about
to give you the best, that I'll strive.

haha. poem has made its way back to my blog
the whole poetic explosion, hope you like it
something random from the past
But, Maths is the new love..

2006-09-27T01:14:00.001+08:00

I'm so sorry, for not updating my blog
recently my blog has been up to mischieve
making Aiken's hot, close to nude body pic
appearing in the middle of my links page
It really did happen
If u missed that crazy phenomenon
then good for u.

This snob teacher, Mr Andrew Neo
Is warded in hospital today due to Hep A
Oh, he doesnt teach me, thank God
He is so so so arrogant and egoistical.
as such He told us many times, "he must have the last say"
Well Mr Snob, I'll like to say, do have a lasting stay.

well, since we're on the hospital bid, I'll like to post some stuff
Hospital is the airport of life and death
People come and go permanently
The irony is that ICU is just on the same floor as the labour ward
babies crying, mixed with mourns of family and friends
As one saying goes:
CGH - Can't get home
P.s. condolences do the St hilda's boy who died of dengue there.
He's my bro's friend.

Singapore has really spoken this time round
hady's and Jon's vote are 70% and 30% respectively
What a big difference.
Shocked?
It wasn't too surprising after mathilda took off.
Thank God Singapore Idol is gonna close down.

JC's are swarmed with "Noir Savants"
in other words, lec.notes Smart, self-centered geeks
Please, dun look for them when u need help
They would purposely teach u the wrong thing
So that you form the lower quartile of the cumulative freq. curve
and to ease their entry to the Uni.

For now til the end of A's,
I'm married to Solomon's Proverbs 6:10
"A little rest, a little slumber
A little folding of arms
and poverty will come to you like a thief in the night
and scarcity like an armed bandit."

Broken I'll always stand
To you with uplifted hands
Lord I surrender to you
I pray you make me new.

2006-09-24T23:22:00.000+08:00

This is super random
It has nothing to do with the entry I written below
It's R.Kelly spoof, its super funny
It just brighten up ur day
really it does,
WATCH IT!!!

HADY MIRZA SHOULD WIN..

I really do have my doubts though
coz jon leong is really gd too.
Vocal wise, Hady is really gd
Appeal wise, Jon takes it all.
I thought Hady is more handsome than Jon
guess Jon has the X-factor
and unlike Slyvester, he can sing
Jon has his appeal too, and on top of it, his unique voice
His style, his cool moves says it all.

Hady rocked with his "through the fire" song
hitting the screamo part, "wow"
could see that Hady gave it his all for his first song
Its kind of obvious.

Jon started off slow, calm and cool
I thought he did really well with Snow patrol chasing cars.
His vocals really suit the genre of the song.
love that.

Well, for the song that is sung by both of them
Hady killed it with his smouldering and captivating voice
Jon did it alrite la.
and its obvious Jacinta is on Jon's side

Jon dealt his finale with a powerful blow to Hady's screamo
He rocked with a local song, on top of it he sang it really well
That was it, it caught everyone by surprise
really pose a threat to Hady's reputation as a malaysian.
yeah.

Oh yes!! one more thing
Dick's shirt so suit his personality
haha, purple!!
I bet he was dying to say come and stay with me, Hady and Jon
haha.. oh btw hes 50 years old i think.

Hady however good, has been won over by taufik batisah
After Taufik blasted his favourite song Me and mrs jones
Rach esp. was on the verge of tears.
when he sang at CHC, at the emerge conference

though i want Hady mirza to win,
Jon is still gonna take that crown
with glam, and with style
his vocals, and his appeal tells it all.

Some spoofs
hady gave some spastic look at the cam. after his two last songs
its really funny, u gotta rewind that tape and watch it
For jon, he gave some wierd and dumb look while singing one of his songs.

Ken's a wierd individual
If you could make out what he says that is
Having the power of final comment
He said something that tells his personality
its really bizzare, how he phrase it.

Well, Sg idol is gonna close down
cause all the people who can sing
do not join Singapore Idol
the irony is that
those people who can't sing are going for the aud.
Its really sad that Mathilda is out
She and Gayle are the ones that are really good.
Just like Jessea in the last sg idol season.

2006-09-23T15:47:00.000+08:00

I'm not really into this kinda thing
Trust me I'm not
Since I've got nothing but time
Might as well try it
And yea.. trust me it's my first doing this kinda online thing

Skin colour: tanned...
Hair colour: Black miserable school
( i really wan brown with red highlights haha, Surprised?)
Clothes colour: my tiger shirt
Wardrobe colour: brown with mirrors everywhere, come to my house and see it

Seven memorable things this month:
(1) One of the Nights where i dressed like some cina beng
(2) The exam hall, its so cold i love it
(3) Isaac's birthday
(4) My poem on my blog, took super long to compose it
(5) Playing the keys, I so love it
(6) Outing to Nic's house, we had so much fun then
(7)The shoutouts that I did in my blog.

Six people you talked face to face this week:
(1) Father
(2)Mother
(3) Sexy Brother
(4) Donkey (Isaac)
(5) School friends and church people
(6) Aiya, in other words a lot la, uncountable

Five things you bought recently:
(1) Chivas/Jim Beam (=])
(2) Cake, that was smashed by donkey
(3) thai goreng, super nice
(4) Prata/ cheese bomb
(5)My all time favourite, rice, curry and papadum

Three people you want to talk to now but can't:
(1) Jessica Alba
(2) My dog
(3) And .. you

Two things on your mind now:
(1) PANG SAI!!!!
(2) New earphones / cover for my ipod

have I tagged anyone?
(sorry I changed it, such bad english)
(1) Myself (2) Aiken (3) Madd.

23456789 number or numbers?
Haha, trick question, both

Qn: If you are in a space craft travelling at the speed of light which is 3x10 to the power of 8, negligible atmospheric pressure and air resistance, assuming earths gravitational field is 9.81. Ur body mass is 50kg, and ur blood pressure is 60pa. The space craft escape velocity is 80m/s, and its destination is Mars, when it touches Mars, assuming that the gravitational field is constant and equal to that of Earth. Assuming that the spacesuit ur wearing balances out the pressure between ur body and that of Mars. What would you do there?
Ans: Well, sleep then find a way to get back to earth.

2006-09-23T02:32:00.000+08:00

I LOVE ELLEN!

Its a talkshow on chan 5 about 6 today
she made a spoof on Donald Trump
so funny la. ur gotta watch it
Then there was this guy, hes cool
He could make figures using gum in his mouth
made a turtle in less then 20 sec
thats really something.

then went for the revelation thingy
was really good
You have to follow closely with the bible
to know what he is talking about
coz hes really fast, its his specialty
flying here and there.
ditch the notes, flip ur bible

one more thing
Please just because you know how to drink
or you can hold ur liquor well,
doesnt make you something
or earn people's respect.

I didnt wan to get drunk
at least I stood for myself.
I chose not to swim in my vommit
or even pollute the ever gorgeous Singapore river

If you love the chinese song on my blog
its called i love you by the ever popular Jozzie Poo
Hes really good, though failing chinese all the way
He can sing really well in chinese
hear it, write on my tag ur comments
it will be appreciated by him
and if u really love it
say "sixth sick sheik's sixth sheep's sick"
haha, its a really hard tongue twister

Something random:

Each king in the playing cards
represents different kings from history
Spades - King David
Clubs - Alexander the Great
Hearts - Charlemagne
Diamonds - Julius Caesar

One more interesting fact
to isaac and peachy
wearing headphones will increase
the bacteria in ur ear by 700 times.

2006-09-22T01:06:00.000+08:00

My mind is in a whirl,
my head is pain
only myself to blame
for causing so much head pain
Theres really nothing to gain

Today was a screwed day for me.
This all resulted in me, yearning for a few min of sleep
And yeah all this resulted because of that
I was late, for morning assembly
but on time for my econs MCQ paper.

So I reached school,
this dreadful old maths teacher aka trigo king (self proclaimed)
called me to wait at the gate
despite my concentious effort in telling him that I've have an exam
He made me wait a few min for a few other late comers.
Once we are gathered, we were made to stand in a row facing the SG flag.

Then came the most ridiculous and lame part
We had to sing the national anthem and say the pledge
I didnt quite know how to sing it, so merely just muffled the words
He made me sing again.
Nordin Poh was that part of that dumb crap
his name is like some toy story character name
not only he catches me for my long hair [its due to jealousy]
after the singing, he made sure he made hell for me.
He checked me, and as usual I didnt wear my badge and belt

He made me ran to the office to purchase them
and wear them in front of him
I still had an exam
He didnt care.
Cant do anything about it, as he was instructed by the principal.
Wad the hell la.

So went into the exam hall, late panicky and embarrassed
I dived into my table, walking quite a wee bit
feeling shades of embarrassment
In about a min, I've became famous.

This was not all
I searched my pencil case and could not pencil
OH no, I had to shade the retarded looking ovals
How, I remained calm, the best way to deal with situations
I wrote in pen all my answers in the qn paper
I had to hurry, the first few question was more done in a panic state
so I got tricked many times
finished the paper in 45 min, duration 1 hr
I had lead, but no pencil how ironic
I took out a few lead, so they wont break
and spent my time shading, its really hard you know
It came to one point where I accidentally shade two answers in one row
Oh no, I didnt have eraser, so how?
I used my index finger which is a little sweaty to rub it
and boy, its looks like art.

paper 2 was a killer
This time, my pen ran out of ink
How, I had to use marker to write my answers
how cool is that.
Finally, time was up.
One of the funniest thing happen,
Mr tan my econs teacher and my invigilator
was collecting scripts
I was slow in tying and writing my name
He waited, and waited
then he ran to another part of the hall to give a string to someother candidate
He came back, this time he went to the wrong row
Thinking i'm someother person
he collected his script and continued the row down
He finally realised, he stopped and return them their paper
By the looks of their face, can see they are saying what in the world is happening?
Anywaez, he found and gave me that cheecky smiled
I smiled back, knowing what he did last period of time.

Spent the whole afternoon with the birthday kid donkey
He's shopping his butt off
I'm getting leg crams from all that standing
AND HE CRUSHED MY CAKE!!

Then met up with my classmates to go pubbing
drank quite a lot, and was high
We played some really dumb game
Everyone in the end had to drink.

I wasnt the worse
there were like three other people vomitting away
I was having a migrane.
then when to meet the usual,
didnt quite know wad was happening
my head was swirling and blood was pumping
and i felt like puking
yeah. gotta go slp now, my head still is super pain
and i smell real bad.

AND I CANT ACCESS MY BLOG, i dunno why, but pls pls do tag!!
TAGHEUER ok
ok thats random..

2006-09-21T03:00:00.000+08:00

And I say to you under the moonlight
You look so beautiful tonight

Well, its like 3am in the morning
and I'll have to push through inertia at 7am
Yeah, its my last paper TODAY
I do really hope I can make it through

Singapore tries to promote her Arts & culture
How effective is it?
Well figures show that Singapores' arts is the lowest in the region
and that its media, research shows its 3 times that of Arts
But do numbers really prove anything?

Singapore in its effort to boost its Art's campaign
lauch its first Arts programme known as Arts central in err 1990s
Due to its low viewership, Arts central has been shared with other
media companies like Kids central as well as Vasatham central.
This is one way

The newest and upcoming latest infrastructure
the ever so popular Integrated Resort aka IR is pounding its way
Its made up of Three specified areas
The Casino, The resort, The gallery
The gallery would be promoting sg Arts and Culture
This is another way

Another way is to boost Arts education in Singapore
PM Lee says recently that he is investing 250m into the teaching career
But out of this money, How much is going in to the Arts faculty?
I think SG should boost the professionalism of the arts teaching industry
Entrepreneurs in the Arts region should rise up with the monetary aid of the government
Arts in education form should be diversified.
You can't define Arts, it has many forms.
Arts students should be allowed to express their thoughts freely through poetic means,
as well as expressing their inner most thoughts through artistic value
On the average, there are about 8 classes in every JC that offers Arts.
Then why do stats show that Arts is on the declining rate

In a small country like SG, efficiency is the top priority
Human population is all we got
Out of all these, How many people are majoring in Arts
As in degress, honours and masters?
If you wanna calculate, well don't forget Singapore is made of ageing population
What's life in Singapore like?
Do middle-age man have enough time for his appreciation fo on the Arts?
Or all he thinks about is Work, boss, family, and clients?
Fact to fact, if he plans and priortise his time, He has time
The thing is that what do typical Singaporean do with his spare time?
Efforts made to touch that button for entertainment purposes?
or is it to be in a horizontal meditation?

The arts sector is not made up of degree holders
Its expertise depends on individuals like you and me
Just a small appreciation of The Arts, or just a trip down to the museum
would greatly boost Singapore Arts&Culture economy.
Like one would say, If I were to collect from every singaporean $1
I would end up being a millionaire.
What goes around comes around
Its the same for the Art culture in Singapore

How then to boost Singapore Arts and culture exports?
since stats declares that we are only ammateurs in the Arts realm
well, a thousand mile begins with a single footstep.
Tourism in Singapore is on the rise
make use of that.
The recent IMF meetings held in Suntec city as well as The esplanade
has caused major inconveniences for SBS as well as commuters like you & I
Why esplanade?
Simple, its the government's bid to boost its arts and enhance its Arts exports competitiveness
as well as to seek hopefully not yield to foreigners advice.
One major weakness for the Art's World economy
Arts cannot be defined.

Now, comes the million-dollar question
Since we pratice resource allocative efficiency
which means in lame man terms "making use of every acre of land we have"
why are Arts still recognise in the world today
Pop-culture domination has globalised the world
musical notes beating its rhythm into the thumping hearts of youths
ipods are seen almost everywhere you go
the simple truth.
1.Singapore has to major in every sector as humans are "their only hope"
2.Arts have a part to play in bringing us to where we are today
one more thing, music can be classified under the Arts.

my take to it is that Arts should be offered to students who are not so academically inclined
the govt should recognise the talents of these youths and export it.
These students are usually really talented in the Arts especially in the area of music

Oh well, econs tmr.
hope I do well.

2006-09-20T22:00:00.000+08:00

Woot, cant wait for tmr
Its marks the end of my prelims as well as Isaac's birthday
well, gotta go study.

The best birthday present one could ever give
is not the presents but the time spent
celebrating, and doing crazy things
It represents love and friendship
Well, If ur reading this, that's the best present you could give to isaac
whos birthday is in about 2 hrs time.
Isaac treasures time spent celebrating his birthday
An sms would all be needed to brighten his day

Well donkey, if ur reading this
then gifts are not everything
the poem I composed for you
I actually took a few days to write it
getting inspiration from anywhere I can find
That's my gift to you
HAPPY BIRTDAY.
P.s. read it on ur birthday.

2006-09-18T00:28:00.000+08:00

"Meow!" today, I feel like summarising the events into a poem. I'm not quite sure whether ur like my poems anot, but do tag to tell me how u feel. Its like the poem moment u know, that kinda thing. hope ur love my poem... here goes ..

_______________________________

Today, I learn how to harmonise

someday, I'll give you a surprise

I really owe it all to Gabsy

for his effort in teaching me

__________________________

It's the day of Lucas, this awesome gentleman

As well as Janice with that lovely tan

we celebrated at Kenny Rogers

together with people known as gorgeous

__________________________

We had to send that kiddy Joash home

despite hearing his persuasive moans

Someday, you'll gonna be an awesome leader

and a creative music director

______________________________

It's down to slacking at starbucks

Some drinks are just kinda hard to suck

Thanks anyway Joel, for that coffee

it was a blessing to me

_______________________________

Was sharing cab with michelle and Aiken

It really taught me how to be patient

so that this faith of mine won't be shaken

sadly this time, I made the wrong turn

_______________________________

I ran really fast, as if I was mad

in my effort to hail a cab

the long-awaited taxi soon arrive

and boy we're in for a good drive

_______________________________

The uncle was insane

he speeds as if he owns the whole lane

However, all this effort of mine

was to no avail, as I wasted more time

_____________________________________

Really wanna wish LUCAS ANG KU QUAY and JANICE OH a "Happy Blessed Birthday" and ya you can say that this poem is dedictad to you two. haha, that is if you read my blog. Well, got phy to mug. Til then, take care, hope u love my poem, and for all of those who hates it, please please just get the hell lost.

2006-09-17T02:15:00.000+08:00

The time has come
when it is finally done
the moment you'll been waiting for
has finally answered its call.
"The SHOUTOUT to Isaac aka donkey"

My dear friend, Isaac Ong
I'm deeply impressed by ur "take 2" song
ur crazy and explosive personality
had left its trademark on sexy me

All these years of tough trials
you never fail to give ur retarded smile
The things i go through in school
Everyone except you never knew

Ur secrets rest within my concealed lips
thank you so much for ur little tips
Rest assured, for you I'll pray
That mentor of urs will come someday

I've known you for donkey years
I'll never be able to calculate those joy and tears
You mean the world to me
Your care and love ever so free

Whenever that period of "downs" comes
Learn to read the book of Psalms
It's in the stillness and the quiet place
That's when you'll find God's grace

It's by the word, you shall stand
In times of need, grab God's hand
It is where you'll find strength
to whatever land that God may send
You'll make it far, I believe you can
Remember, it takes a man
to fight for what he stands

I'll always thank God for sending you
Cause I relate only to a few
In this life, where there's so many yearns
I owe it to you for helping me make the right turn
In this life, you'll the greatest friend
In time to come, you'll be my best man

2006-09-17T01:11:00.000+08:00

Hey there Gorgeous!!! Yeah you, sitting in front of ur com, sitting down reading this. You might be wondering to urself what in the world am I doing? Well, I'm merely just expressing my thoughts. YOU, yes YOU do not know how much u mean the world to me. AND believe me, I really think that ur unique and special. God has placed you in my life for a reason, I thank God for that!! All you CFC girls guys and even other people reading this, I really wanna thank you taking this time of to read my blog. You are all Cool in ur own ways, so dun ever think of urself as lousy or wad. COZ in my eyes and in God's eyes ur not. Ya, i really do not know what to do without you guys by my side. Well, heres something for you,

Many a times, giving up was an option
in life, i made countless wrong turns
Its was you that help me
close those doors to destruction

Alright, now for you to read. Today, like all other days fluctuated. Church was fun. We played like really crazy games, and could say that we enjoyed ourselves to the core. When I was up there, I really didnt know what to say or do. After I read the verse, my bible got alive and flipped to another page. When Chellie asked me to explain furthur, I panicked and was looking at the wrong page, trying to remember wad i juz read. I merely just look at the bible, and thinking what should I say next. Roland saved me, thanks man. What a day. We had supper aka dinner at beers. I really hope someday, you guys will give me a surprise whenever, wadeva. Til then, HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUCAS AND RACH!!!! hope you all enjoyed ur birthday.

2006-09-16T14:52:00.000+08:00

Heres a random poem....

Though i may seem strong
That's when you'll utterly wrong
Its all about masks we wear
despising facades here and there

Wipe away those tears
take the brokeness
There's much guilty stains
in my heart, they still remain.

The years of my life, reminisced
Precious moments.missed
What draws that thin line to life and death
Love, my friend, love that care

Taken out by the misery, Life brings
crashing circumstances, spiteful schemes
in these despairs, my heart sinks
Then to you my Lord, I shall sing
A song of praise for you, my king
This journey, I'll let you determine

Little did I know, that I know that little.

2006-09-16T02:11:00.000+08:00

"Meow!! puurrrrr!!" Today was such awesome day la. SO FUN. we had bbq like at nite and all. practically most of the music theme were there to enjoy and have so much fun, smoking around. Of course, the fun never stops with gaius dancing his butt off, and doing really funny things. He's real smart though. Today, me and Jarrold were off to the park singing, and harmonising with one another. Hes really good. someday, someday. All of them were so funny la, and i think we really enjoyed ourselves loads. This is by far one of the best days and really a good break from the prelims and all. We sang and danced to different beats, and blasted music like nobody's buisness. We sang happy birthday to ourselves, harmonising each key, cause we wanted to celebrate all our birthdays. We ended on a note, and i mean a note, what note? the key of G. Yes, we composed a song, Rach, Aiken, peachy, lucas, isaac, my bro and I sat by the table and we started writing line by line. It went clockwise, everyone to get one cool line out in the key of G. The song's really nice though, its called souless btw. And YUCKS, I smell like chacko, and barbaqued meat.

2006-09-14T22:53:00.000+08:00

SHOUTOUTS!!

This is the continuation for yesterday, theres really so much to write but so little time. I'll try and cover many people today. Its in random order again so ya... haha. kinda inspired by what darryl wrote in the email, we should learn to treasure people b4 we realise its too late. Well, heres my way....

Shenna aka Nana
The most matured girl at this age i have ever ever ever seen, like really in my entire life. Not only she's matured in her looks but the way she talks and carry herself, its in her blood. I sometimes feel that she talks like a 19 yr old. lenna, dun worry in time to come, you're gonna join us in YA like real soon, one year more, and time really fly so ya. I know ur dying to join YA, haha.. Well, despite her young age, she's one of the few mature person that i share some of my probs with. In fact, she's the youngest. really appreciate that time when you waited with me at the bus-stop for my bus, that day which I was sick. hey I remember ok. ya man. YOU RAWWKKK!!! see ya soon.

Vanessa tan
Hey you.. i think ur be quite shock to see ur name here, but ohh well. I think u really make a very good cell leader, life really an awesome one. I think its ur gifting, and ur YA cell is gonna grow like really big big. I really enjoyed the times whereby we all go out together and do really SEOW stuff. Oh ya, by far one of the sweetest girl i have ever met. Shes fierce at times, but not really that fierce, just say she knows how to pull it off. Ya, its so obvious that ur cell is really ur priority. Haha, yup.

Jarrold
The clown of CFC, haha. YOU RAWWK MAN!! youre so funny la! tell u something, no one can ever ever replace you, the joy and the laughter you bring is unforgettable. One of the few people that I can relate to. haha. Youre so happy la, do you know how many people are dying to be in ur position? stay happy alwaez. talented, i must say, you learn like superb fast. ur guitar far surpasses mine, actually duh!!!! I think ur really talented when it comes to the guitar, you make efforts to find songs and master them.. haha, canon in D? Well, I miss those singing times, where we would see together at the back of the bus or opposite each other at simpang singing our butts away. So many times we landed off tune, but hu cares? haha we dun really bother about the circumstances around us, we just sing... Oh ya, ur singing is really good, so is the harmony, keep working at it, and ya practice makes perfect. One thing, dun bother about what people think of you, theyre not worth ur time. Theyre junks in the garbage bin.. haha. love ya!!!

Mishuelle Wee wee
haha, how could i ever forget this bimbo? haha KIDDING! she's one crazy hot fun person that goes jumping around. Never ever fail to brighten my day. Shes so funny la. Well, the ever so hot mish also is one person that pulls through thick and thin. She's strong, mentally and physically i suppose, can do 2 pull ups right? She really cares a lot bout her friends around her, never fails to be there to encourage someone in times of need. Now, how often do u find a person like that? well, this blog i kinda owe it to her, she kinda stayed with me on msn, keeping me entertained with her funny stuff while i was choosing the skin, the utmost hard part of the blog. Shes really ever forgiving,crazy,hot,unique,retarded,random,sexy,bubbly in her own ways. She never fails to shine her light in a dull atmosphere. Shes sensitive too, you know those times whereby you talk and everyone else is so engaged in their own conversations that no one listens to you. Well, surprise surprise, she hears it.. haha really!. bye gorgeous!! haha.

Joel ooi aka peachy
the most classic character-personality trait. He is so funny. He's animated by nature, acting out all the funny funny things that people do. He can really do it well, trust me you'll just laugh your head off. He really spots random thing, like a shuttle cock stuck in the ceiling during a wake. like huh?? haha. Hes talented in sports, like really good, bball, table tennis, carum (is this how u spell it?) volleyball anyball,dodgeball,oneball,twoball,threeballs,touchrugby,american football, you name it, hes done it and mastered. haha, now did i go too far with the ball thingy? one more thing, hes damn rich like really, 200+ a week lehz. we sometimes play this game, calculate how much is joel worth? and it would all add up to 1000+ dollars. WOW!! you think thats a lot, think again. Classical and animated are the top on the list, you got to watch his expressions to know what im talking about. One more thing, his laughter is insane, he can laugh at any thing like really, and can influence the atmosphere and spread the laughing gas. Oh ya, hes really good in chinese, dun play with him, me and aiken concede defeat. haha.

Joel chew aka chew chew
One of the few people i hang out with, one of the super few people i go out with one on one. People think we're gay, we're not. we love each other with the PHILEO love. get wad i mean? well, can say i know him quite well, hes one dota freak, think hes the most pro in our church. quiet to people, he may seem but he can get all nuts and funny at the right time. he really knows how to pull it well, the hair, and the clothing. oh ya, hes got the X factor, he helped me a lot of times, many things that i will never finish mentioning. everytime, when i got nothing to do, he got nothing to do, so we will hang out. When he got nothing to do, he will call me too. We talk about like a lot of ridiculous stuff, stuff that we normal humans dun talk about, such like matchmaking. hahaha.... til then have fun in Ipoh.

MADDY aka Madeline
How could i have forgotten her, Shes alwaez so sweet and caring. Alwaez on msn, asking me how i did for my exams, asking me to study really hard despite her busy schedule. And yes she's working not as a watson girl, not as a gu-zheng player, playing next to the er-hu guy outside tampines MRT station, but she got a really good admin job. haha. One really evident thing in my mind that i'll never forget would be that when i hurt my leg due to carpet burn, she went the next morning all the way to guardian and get plaster, anticeptic you know the medical stuff. plus she left a note in the bag telling me how to apply and all those. I really appreciate it!! All i did at that time was to ask her she got plaster anot? haha. thanks maddy. Shes really encouraging and crazy by nature doing all sorts of wierd stuff, from singing in chinese to taking part in the superstar idol thing. I really think theyre so wrong to have kicked you out, they should be the ones being kicked out, not fit to be judges. and replaced by me... haha. once maddy focus her mind on something, that thing would be done. Shes really unique indivual that is hard to come by. really appreciate you madd.

melissa aka Meimei
the person who tags my blog all the time, telling me that shes bored and like got nothing to do. the one whol floods me, so i bet shes gonna read this. well at her age, the most talented dancer i have ever seen, shes really good at dancing, like the master of it. I am so sure you gonna grow up to be an awesome dancer pretty much like rain in the female form. haha, really now you may not see it, but you gonna be it one day. haha. Meimei one of the mature people close to shenna, which explains why she and nana are so good friends. Shes only ... but shes really matured in terms of thinking and looks. and ya shes only 13, no kid, just compare her and joash that brat and you would see the difference. to meimei, tag more!!! haha. take care ya.

Nelson aka nelkai
One of the most unique person i have ever ever met. He has improved so so so so so much, in terms of his character and what to say and what not to say. Hes one person that i love to hang out with. Hes understanding and really sensitive in nature, and now hes expressing it pretty well. OMG! hes really talented in drums, can say that he has a ear for it. hes humble about it, and willing to teach people, such as collin right? ur new disciple. Another dota expert, ya win me la, i concede we'll have a game after my A's. Make sure you do well for N's. A man of many thoughts, a man who never fails to voice out his opinion, direct i must say, but who says its not good? another talented breakdancer, the seow one of the thumbees. Hes really good at bball too, you can try challenging him, he can fake you until you dun feel like playing. Hes has so much leadership potential in him, rising to greater heights through music. I really miss those times where i spent with you, playing dota, hanging out eating with sam. I think you should be awarded the greatest improvement award. one thing, Isaac and I care loads about you, so ya and we believe so much in you, just to let you know.

Well well, im really getting a headache from starring into the computer screen and writing all these words from my sincere heart. well for those whose name that have not appeared.WAIT!!!! it will soon alrite. chill... love ya guys, u mean the world to me. better then the riches of this world, your accompanion and love is. til then slack out!!

2006-09-14T22:24:00.000+08:00

Wad a screwed day today!!!!
I wanna apologise to those people who went out with me to TM
For being emo and anti-social on the way.

Today was a beautiful major disaster.
It was a beautiful morning, and a cool afternoon
It had to be spoilt, something had to go wrong.

Maths paper 2 today was so freakin demoralising and difficult
They think I'm some genious or wad
It was so damn tough til it made me forget all my formulas
and left the whole section blank.
I literally stared at the qns and saw blank.
All i wanted was for time to pass quickly
in which it seems like an eternity spent in the freezing hall.
They just had to add this 3 hrs of despair into my life.

it all started with me wanting to do well for this paper,
I studied by butt and brains off, day in night out.
and now i regret going for that paper.
thats not the end.

I have freaking idiots who think they are so damn smart
and they must must generate misery into my life.
despite my concentious effort in telling them off

Pls, dun think that ur so freaking ass smart by getting scoring for that paper
It doesnt prove anything
Im gonna get an F for A's? and making me count the no of F's in the paragraph?
dun act as if you dunno.
NOW WATCH ME! make you eat those words.
U asswipes are so damn wrong.
thinking that scoring an A proves ur intelligence?
PLs, you know nuts about anything

What else do you know besides the lecture notes smashed in ur face?
its not ur grades that will bring u far in life...
Remember this, what goes around comes around
I pity you, you have no life. thats sad
you're jealous about everyone whos beside you.
pity, a real pity for a looser like you.
Haha, and i feel much better.

2006-09-14T01:28:00.000+08:00

Influenced by what isaac wrote in his blog
and by what Ps mark said
I think that we should really treasure our friends
and heres a list of "skins" haha donkey..bababa
First up, this is in random order so ya.

Brudder aka.. YOUR so called benster!!
ARHHHH!!! I love him loads loads and loads and can go on 4eva. Though we do fight very rarely and quarrel most of da time. I still love him, one of the few people that I'm willing to die to protect him. ARHahaha, his reaction would be ya ya wadeva. Well, to all you guys out there reading this, let me tell u something, i know him the best, undeniable uncomparable undisputed. haha. Why's hes taller then me, the sound of that question i can hear ringing in ur ears. Well, people are born different though the same father. Well, I'm my father's height so its kinda alrite to me and hes only 6 cm taller then me so dun make a big hooha over the matter. One more thing, he eats more then me ya, but dunno why his stomach never grow bigger then mine. Its so unfair , so unfair, and i think i exercise more then he does. Why?? haix, the world revolves in this way. haha. Well, hes wierd in nature expressing his love in his own unique and ecentric sometimes cute ways on his own. Like, "on-ing" the air-con while I'm sleeping and closing the curtains as well. believe or not, at night we're the same room and we alwaez talk about stuff, sometimes personal. I'm alwaez the one staying late at night, til 5am maybe but hes one of the few person that can sleep despite me talking on the phone or maybe watching a movie in my computer. This tall giant bro of mine is special in nature, another crazy person and you gotta experience him for urself to know what i am talking about and whole lot more. Words can never express the bonds we share together.

Aiken aka Charming "chia---ming"
His name itself is unique, his personality is unique. Blessed with that awesome voice of urs, I think you can just thrash Singapore idol right side up. haha make sure you dun go into chinese pop-music. The incredible personality of urs, few have. Well, i can say im damn blessed to have you as one of my kittens. haha. OMG! that chest of urs is so big and captivating, cant wish for my chest to become like that, soon man soon. Like I told u from the start, you have ur way in captivating the hearts of many girls, with ur voice awesome musical talent, INSANE personality and the ever so hot charming face and body of urs. Please please, dun ever have that thought that ur inferior to anyone. I think ur one person that attracts people, and thousand and one reasons why people should envy you, not the other way round. you are freaking smart in so many things man. so screw to ur frenz in school (you know hu im talking bout) haha, well, great man great heart great voice and great personality, Aiken one and only, there is no other. Well, theres really so many good character traits that if I were to put it down, the whole days of our lives series would have completed by the time I ended this. Well til then cheers!

SAM aka UNCLE MUTHUHUHU
Hey muthurubakala, one of the best mentor i have ever had. The ultimate that God has sent, no one can replace you, no one in church can teach you like you do. I meant it. I really treasure it man, however much i can say. UR THE BOMB and the reason why I am still here. It's all thanks to you that i came back to church though many people know that. YOure one of the few people that believes in me, one of the few people who is willing to spend time to teach me. Though i irritate you and alwaez out there to spoil whatever youre trying to teach, being hot-headed and complain king in nature, I still love you. I really appreciate it! Thanks so much sam, you mean the world to me. I really miss you when ur not around. Haha, thanks for tolerating all of my childish schemes and nature. I'm matured now, I guessed .. haha. only time will tell, when ur back.

RACHAEL aka HOLY MAMA
Like i said b4, change ur name from C to P would be raphael, i love that name but love ur name even more, and ur presence in my life even more more. haha. Rach, dun ever worry about not finding the right man for you. Cause I bet theres so many guys out there are just waiting to ask you out. Ur personality rAWWKKSS like insane, ya so dun worry. Like what aiken said " ur the hottest Indian girl i have ever seen" its so true. haha, my cell leader who cares a lot for me. youre alwaez there to pick ur phone whenever i call, alwaez ready to reply messages. Sad to say i dun. well, one talented crazy hot person i have ever met, and a leader that means so dear to me. Loud,domineering,awesome,caring,insane,sexy,hot,cool.. i can go on. Well, appreciate you!!!!!

IsaaC aka Donkey
well, too many things to write, wait til i gather my thoughts then write one whole chunk for you, my best man too.

Marcus Goh Aka fat free
how could I ever forget him. When I have no one, hes there for me. Who in the world is like him? Man you really mean the world to me. If ur reading this, I'm serious, I love you and he saes " eeeee gay!" love as in PHILEO love, get it. haha, besides... haha. One insane IT expert and hes super good, u made it, MMM leader i think ur so worth the title la. Hes damn good with IT, how many times have u helped me with com? think i cant remember liao. He came for my birthday, despite his busy schedule, Hey i really appreciate that you know. One of the few childhood friends i grown up with. He's spectacular by nature, and freakin mature, he knows what he is doing. Hes one person when talking to you, puts hes whole heart and stop whatever he is doing just to finish that conversation of urs. take that. haha. Hes really talented, especially in Computer and all those generic programmes that you and I dont really do nowadays. We need him in Today's world. haha. stay cool man! One more thing, how the hell are you so thin, its so unfair so unfair.

Gina aka PUNK'D
I love her. Shes cool, she would beat the daylights out of you. but i did see the gentle side, the side that seldom many people see. she's there for you when you need help, need encouragement or maybe need someone to share ur problems with. and out comes the bomb, ready to explode when you hit the emo side. haha. u noe wad i mean. Shes one freakin person that is so damn organisedthat shes able to live with how much a week? go ask her, and i think ur be freakin shock. she plans her stuff well, manages her income well, and never resort to borrowing and surprisingly shes the one lending me money, and a person who has no qualms over money matters. One extravagant person that is so hard to find on this earth, wadeva you may think i have changed into, but rest assured ur still my good pal. Shes there to listen when ur on ur edge, when you just quarrelled with ur best friend, shes there to help. haha, a motherly figure can see from afar liao. really appreciate you punk!

Coral
I know you'll never expect ur name to be on this blog. but still i have a lot of stuff to say. However much you think that i have changed or the conversations we have now are so different from last time, or you might think that theres a cold war going on. still i must say this, ur one awesome person that i'll ever know, and one person that i will never forget and one person that i thank god for. Ur warmth, ur sensitivity and ur gentle personality will carry this friendship through think and thin and through the test of time. Its not a poem or some big hooha or wad, its comes from my heart. You are alwaez there when i'm burdened with my problems and kind of end of road type of situation. despite how busy, how tired, how frustrated you are, you will still spend the long duration on the phone hearing my probs and encouraging me. just to let you know, I really really really appreciate it! On the lighter note, ur one funny and crazy and random person i ever knew. Ur randomness is something that i can hardly find in anyone. Most guys would love to have you as a partner, with ur great personality and all. Ur one person that in the world today, its so so so hard to find. Dun ever feel so low about urself, and slap those people's face who dare critisize you, I will do that for you if u need. Coral, ur much more then u think urself to be, you mean so much to the people around you. dun bother about what they say, its what God thinks that matters. Youre hot coral!!! If ur reading this, I just wanna apologise for that mean conversation we had the other time, despite how tired u were or how sick you were, i showed no sensitivity and concern and i cant believed that i shouted over the phone, I'm sorry, and also for all the "cold shoulder" but i really dunno what to do. well, then again YOU RAWWWKKKK!!!!!!!...

Well, theres like so many more, guess i would write part 2 like isaac haha, tmr or when im free or something like that, WOOT i took 2 freakin hours to write this. and if you know me, i mean what i say. oh ya, if ur name is not up, dun worry, its gonna come up soon, like i said these people i wrote for ARE RANDOM!!!! stay in tune and keep reading those blogs!! hahaha.... til then chill out.

2006-09-13T22:52:00.000+08:00

Right.. Today is so not the day
Its so into Stats maths, u know that kinda thing
Numbers flashing through my head.
more of formulas actually, so many so many.
sometimes i wonder why i chose to go to science

Sometimes i reminisce and wonder how i made it this far
Its b'coz of you Lord, so you're the real star.
I'm at 50% confidence level,
the mean of my marks, µ of my two papers
may lie within that interval.
Well, that is my Ho against H1
in which i'm understating my innate ability
I hope that I'm proven wrong
and that at 100% significance level
test stats would lie in the critical region.

This is what u need to know b4 u step into school tmr.
Its tough, but the tough gets it done
A false facade is nothing but despising
thats how i feel.
Many a times, i try to act like i know it all
but its only a mask to decieve myself.
you can never know it all
before you step into an exam hall.

Life's graph pretty much represents an AC generator
fluctuating from funny to emo.

Prime minister said hes gonna invest 250m into the teaching career
to boost its professionalism and to attract more teachers
sometimes, I wonder what im gonna do if i have that amount of money.
and also "When is the Lee dynasty gonna end?"
MOE's education scheme does not judge one's intellect
they should look into other areas of expertise
such as promoting the arts which is the lowest in Asia region
Or to produce musical entrepreneurs like steph sun
Music and Arts should be rising in Singapore's balance of trade export's list
It would help to maintain the ever so high B.O.P surplus
Every Singaporean buisnessman should be kicking their butts off to China.

Why is Singapore's suicide rate following closely after that of Japan's?
What draws the thin line between death and life?
the answer is love.
Love is strived for by youths nowadays
you can't blame entirely on the stressful edu system
its all about the choices u make and decisions you carry out.
and YES the rate is also determined by YOU!

What goals do u have in life?
Do you ever stop by to think? or are you just a follower of the MOE system.
it can get u a job, but it cant get u far.
Well, take care, and do stop by to ponder.
Do not wave at those moments as they pass by...

2006-09-12T17:50:00.000+08:00

Hey there.. I uploaded some photos.. its under links. u gotta scroll down. dun leave my blog without seeing it. The only spoiler of today was that i had stomach pain at 5 freaking a.m, wasted my time bombing Japan. Today was a majorly happy day! and kind of like a long and tiring day. My physics thought i did not do 2 question out of 6, im kind of pleased with myself as the usual would mean i didnt even do any at all, or maybe here and there. In the middle, I had 4 PATHETIC HOURS break. I HAD TO STUDY, that i didnt like, but knowing me, i ate then slept, then talked, then revised. Revise??, i think many would doubt me, its alrite i doubt myself too, haha. We were in the classroom, and my friend was meowing away, TOO BAD he cant do it as good as me .. haha "MEOW!" They were like saying whether they would go to Devil's bar, i heard devil's club, like huh? So i thought it was a club when it was a pub... then again wads the diff? Then the joyous moment came when i sat for my econs paper, i thought i did well, I know i did well, and you know wad? I finished writing it on time. haha for like the first time. Well, I answered the qn so ya, should not have went out of point. After the paper, my hand super pain cause write non-stop for 2hrs in the cold room. my knuckles all cant move. Thats all for school, school can go crashing down for all I care including all the teachers, the principals except for the girls. Hey Sr girls are hot alrite. Enough with all these, and now for the rest of the day, its gonna be a rest day for me, tomorrow im gonna plundge into maths madness. Whole day on Prob/stats. Then again, what life can u derive from a mere JC student? Well, I do have a life of course, but its like half taken away. til then .. "meoooowwww!!!!"

2006-09-11T13:10:00.000+08:00

Q: Hey tiger!, how come so emo & chim all of a sudden
A: Coz then can comment ma.

Tiger's back, and he brought with him stripes of laughter.. wahahahaha.
Eh "tootface", I know its lame, just laugh.
Wad sub-poet anatomy ar, UR BACKSIDE!!!
I think i go insane liao, like really loh
Im gonna tootface myself soon.

today, aiya my prelim maths paper super demoralising leh
set super hard, hopefully can pass loh
but think leave it to God la, i tried my best
then 2dae on the way home, was talking to "toot-face"donkey "arghhh"
Was walking, he said he saw me, ask me to look at the back of the bus
I didnt see him, i saw the bus!!!!!!
oh well, I just waved then ask him "you got see me ar?"
what a qn, its the time when ur concentrating on something else
and then u just do something really wierd.
I was in the lift, listening to pressure
I was doing the usual, acting like i was on the solo lead guitar
when the door opened, I banged my neighbour like head on.
"ouch" so paiseh, somemore he caught a glympse of me doing that.

Something random i guessed, tooked it in church recently.

2006-09-10T22:01:00.000+08:00

ROARRR!!! back.
Today was the funeral.
we sang many dirges from down under
I carried the coffin, it was an honour
It's the least i could do.

Mourns and weeps were only a distance away
its enough to render ur tears useless
everything happened a lil. too fast.
the service, funeral, cremation and all.

One of the few times, I ate with my family
its more of a regret then fulfilment
I reached the law of diminishing marginal returns there
where that extra spoon of hot fudge
made me feel nauseating.

Tomorrow marks the start of my prelims
but not the end of my revisions
I'm married to murphy.
"Anything that can go wrong, will go wrong"
One would say success is "1% motivation, 99 perspiration"
Sad to say, its the other way.

I don't really do science
people get it wrong
I'm more of a sub-poet anatomy
Market and Personal sediments are my cups of tea.
pardon the randomness
but love is the new Maths.

2006-09-09T23:59:00.000+08:00

Once again im back to blogging
these two days a lot of shocking things happened
i didn't mug much
in fact i didnt even touch my books.
oh well, prelims start next mon.

These few days was kind of a shock to me
more of something sad,
1.Brendan.lim.has.left.us.this.week
2.Vanessa's.birthday.dinner.was.cancelled
3.YA.was.cancelled.
4.For.the.youths,the.funeral.took.over.morning.service.on.sun

I alwaez knew brendan as someone hu really love God
He alwaez challenges me chess
and he alwaez comes to me saying that
he would train harder to win me next round
Sadly, that round would never come.

here's a tribute
Brendan ur presence would alwaez be felt in our hearts
Your jovial laughter would be your unforgotten trademark
A person yearning after for God so deeply
One who would quote versus ever so freely
Death is only a mild separation
where time is the only distance
til we meet again.

After the wake, we went to simpang kinda like for supper
to celebrate Vanessa and the infamous Joash.Jayer's birthday
The big white wax candle would alwaez be imprinted in their hearts.
We ordered two cups of ice, and instead recieve a bowl of rice.
Back on the bus, Isaac fought with joash
with joash thighs twice that of isaac's
I really do not know how isaac manage to pin him down twice
he might have used the pacifier's method, (twisting his fingers and putting it into his mouth)
What a scene, its caught on tape.
something that is a must watch.
=]

2006-09-08T01:51:00.000+08:00

"Meow!!" I have this sudden impractical fettish with blogging, Such that i wrote my profile twice as somehow i deleted something while writing for the first time and the whole blog couldnt work, so had to re-do the whole thing. Well, time to bring some fun to your lives, read on....
Today, was a awesomely insanely fun-filled day, (all thanks to NICOLE!!) went out with peachy,aikey,rayvin,ben,char,nana,mish,gaius,vaness,nicole to None other to Nicole's be-a-utiful's condo at newton's house in Singapore. They went swimming, i didnt cause i rushed out of my house without anything. I still got wet of course but a little, as the insanely gaius went terriblygeniousnutcracker when he touched the pool and splashing around like an elephant bathing, except that he's much more vigorous. Soon enough i was found alone in nicole's house, the dryest place to be when it comes to gaius. Little did i know that i didnt even know, mish ordered pizza, so the man came up to the house with me alone there. So at first i told the man he had came to the wrong house, but after but insistence, and after thinking, i try to call nicole. the best thing is that i did not know her no, and i do not know if she brought her phone down. I was one step away from being "seow." I let out a roar and told the poor pizza man to wait, i finally got nicole's no, realising that it was actually in my phonebook, "whatthetoot!!" so char ran up like shes going for her netball goal, and dingdong on the door which was not even locked in the first place."yeah!!" pizza settled, and i had to apologise to that poor guy. Much later, we watch some ultraviolet movie, whereby it was so "chim" that almost all when to play twister and chill out in Nic's room. The survivors were a few intellectual ones, Aiken soon gave up by sleeping on the chair. I didnt understand the show either, i just acted, making up my own story to fool the ever sp gullible rayvin, he too can see dun quite know the show. I lied saying it was a war between humans and cybogs but its actually assasins on vampires, i think... aiya wadeva la. Later in the train, i got up from my seat, swirled around the pole, hopefully to get beside manhunt, but it ends up i hit my glasses on the pole and i fell kneeling down in front of Aiken, the bouncer of rayvin. At the station, we were speaking chinese, obviously we all lost to the sleek and cheeky peachy whos talent was showcased in the universal chinese language. He scolded in chinese, shocking all of us. Of course i loose wad, my chinese oral got undergraded, dun ask me how, i just did. Anywaez thats all for 2dae, joel chew is waiting for me to play the ever hot game of the century linking the young, the youths and the young at heart together. The government should make use of to unite the people of Singapore, its one way and worth trying. Alrite til then.seeya.OH YA ONE THING... HAPPY BIRTHDAY VANESSA, may you be blessed in wadeva youre seeking for, and that hot boyfriend of urs is gonna come soon, ya all in god's time.. til then its worth waiting.. haha..=]

2006-09-06T21:43:00.000+08:00

Hey there hot stuff, once again, back to the old actually new cool profile of me myself and I. That guy on the right is me, the one of the left God knows is Isaac aka donkey. Today was majorly boring day of again mugging maths. Sometimes complex numbers can be so complex for the mind to fathom, just like the ways God makes for man. Dunno why Euler not (oiler been spelling it for the past few times) (the founder of complex no) was born in the first place, maybe to bring misery to the lives of A'level students. well, was watching Singapore Idol, one phrase that Ken said that i think was quite interesting was "conservative yet captivating." Today, nothing much to write, so ya take care.. one more thing, the posting to the bottom of this supposed to be due tues, haix, forgive me--- my first time.

2006-09-06T02:44:00.000+08:00

Meow!!... this is my first entry.. the ironic thing is that the day i created my blog was the day that steve irwin aka croc hunter breathed his last.. pierced by a ray in the chest, wonder who could have survived that.. the departure of my childhood superhero was kind of like a shock to me. well enough of him but more of me.. today, i wore some pathetic einstein mask, super tight fitting, so decided to scare a few of the ymers. As i crouched down and crawled with the super tight mask on my face, not being able to see anything, i slowly made my way next to them. i meowed in the darkness and slowly make my way next to the first victim - char. My plan backfired. she turned around to face me, instead of screaming, she slapped me twice. the next thing i knew i was rolling on the floor with grace kicking my butt, and shenna's leg in my face. well, thats one sad thing, the horror part was not being able to take that pathetic mask of my face. Well thats enough embarrassment for 2dae. would like to post a shoutout, while doing my blog, thanks to the ever so hot mishuelle for chatting and keeping me entertained while i was searching through all the pathetic blogskins which is all so emo, hardly ever get to find one that appreciates life. Though i rather do it myself but i just do not know how to.. well, til then and to the next post, there would be ascertain some massive improments made to this blog. til then tata, have a great day ahead!