Wednesday, December 27, 2006
my my .. its been ages.What am I doing at this unearthly hour?well thanks to ben choo who doesnt keep track of timeyea.. he woke me up at 5.he's now busy snoringobviously, he talked through the night.one more thing.whatever messages you guys wanna pass it to mepass it straight to me, dun go through my brotherhes tempormental, depends on his mood.sometimes when he feels like it, then he pass itmost of the time, he forgets or doesnt intend to tell mein which he assumes my answer, then gives it to you guysall the time, the answer is not what i wanted.what's on the surface conceals lots of things.you might be asking me, oh what happen between both guyssry man. its not just another quarrel or whatsoever.it's been long. its been going on.all is not well on the inside.I try many times to be the best brother evertoo bad its neither appreciated not repaid, instead attackedtheres a limit to my trying. i'm humanI've reached the peak.Sad to say,We're brothers by name, never by bondthough i may claim that I know him very wellI lied. I do not even know him as well as you guys do.I've never expected anything from youI'm sorry ben, if I didn't reach the expected level you want me to beIf ur reading this and thinking its a big hoohaI've really have nothing to saywell ben, think of the stuff you did for me and ur frensthat is if you ever didsee the contrast?I've been bottling this up, with few pple knowingtruth hurts, but this is itlike always, you'll always be my brotherand will still.laughter will never wipe away those hurtsit can only cover thempeople close to ur heart fails.
josey.5:57 AM
