Saturday, October 07, 2006
Hope you all like the chinese song uploaded on my blog.
I kinda lost the first one by tao ze.
What really antangonises you is that ur friends are working as if they're the sole breadwinner of their family, and ur not. Today was good, good rest and leisure. Guess this pretty sums it all up. My intellectual capability has yet to be maxed, and my formulas in a wreck. 25 more days to be in a mental disorder state, trust me, its genuine this time round. With the upcoming battle of the century, when failed, won't fail to leave you stranded and aimless. 2 years gone down the "longkang," NS mailing you into the "greens" and a letter of appeal to the poly seems to be the only route. Wait, there another way, catch what Oprah Winfrey termed as the "addictive studying" fever, and chuck those "medicine aka slacking" aside. Gotta equip thyself with those stinkin' equations. Prelims, the last standing indicator points me to a path of destruction, it's time to alter it with the remaining days and intercession. So as to speak, blogging is one thing, effective mugging is another. Time is the Invincible enemy, cannot be stopped but can be killed. The only way to overcome this massive destructive epidemic, is to face it, and to kill time with those books. In other words, sit down with that pen, paper and calculator AND DO. Sounds easy, Yup in the short run, however in the long run, I will be producing work at the lowest concentration possible, at minimum Long-Run-Average-Concentration(LRAC) curve. The loosing of stamina runs in unison with time, and its time effective "neutron bomb" the weapon of career destruction.
Well, today's menu was at simpang. The haze choked my windpipe, I literally couldnt breathe at church. It cleared while we were at Syed's eatery. It suddenly dawned on me that it was full moon today. The transformation is almost complete. haha. Oh yea, on a lighter note, West grand boulevard, the daphne khoo's band is so good, obviousy not holding a candle to electrico.
When my heart has grown cold
Then ur love will unfold
You open my eyes to the works of ur hand
In awe of you, I stand
When I'm blinded by my ways
there ur spirit will fervently pray
ur love has removed my mask
Lord, your mercy will last
My heart will find praise
When I delight in you always.
Nations will split apart and fall
at the whisper of ur call
josey.12:17 AM
