here i go,so dishonestly.

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MY TIME TO BREATHE

How do you feel?
When ur heart is smashed by a huge slab of steel
Sometimes the unseen will be seen
In my case, the unseen is concealed within

Words will never express ur sentiments
many a times, you gotta juz learn
Pick yourself up whenever you fall
and try ur best to climb over that wall

Thursday, September 14, 2006

Influenced by what isaac wrote in his blog
and by what Ps mark said
I think that we should really treasure our friends
and heres a list of "skins" haha donkey..bababa
First up, this is in random order so ya.

Brudder aka.. YOUR so called benster!!
ARHHHH!!! I love him loads loads and loads and can go on 4eva. Though we do fight very rarely and quarrel most of da time. I still love him, one of the few people that I'm willing to die to protect him. ARHahaha, his reaction would be ya ya wadeva. Well, to all you guys out there reading this, let me tell u something, i know him the best, undeniable uncomparable undisputed. haha. Why's hes taller then me, the sound of that question i can hear ringing in ur ears. Well, people are born different though the same father. Well, I'm my father's height so its kinda alrite to me and hes only 6 cm taller then me so dun make a big hooha over the matter. One more thing, he eats more then me ya, but dunno why his stomach never grow bigger then mine. Its so unfair , so unfair, and i think i exercise more then he does. Why?? haix, the world revolves in this way. haha. Well, hes wierd in nature expressing his love in his own unique and ecentric sometimes cute ways on his own. Like, "on-ing" the air-con while I'm sleeping and closing the curtains as well. believe or not, at night we're the same room and we alwaez talk about stuff, sometimes personal. I'm alwaez the one staying late at night, til 5am maybe but hes one of the few person that can sleep despite me talking on the phone or maybe watching a movie in my computer. This tall giant bro of mine is special in nature, another crazy person and you gotta experience him for urself to know what i am talking about and whole lot more. Words can never express the bonds we share together.

Aiken aka Charming "chia---ming"
His name itself is unique, his personality is unique. Blessed with that awesome voice of urs, I think you can just thrash Singapore idol right side up. haha make sure you dun go into chinese pop-music. The incredible personality of urs, few have. Well, i can say im damn blessed to have you as one of my kittens. haha. OMG! that chest of urs is so big and captivating, cant wish for my chest to become like that, soon man soon. Like I told u from the start, you have ur way in captivating the hearts of many girls, with ur voice awesome musical talent, INSANE personality and the ever so hot charming face and body of urs. Please please, dun ever have that thought that ur inferior to anyone. I think ur one person that attracts people, and thousand and one reasons why people should envy you, not the other way round. you are freaking smart in so many things man. so screw to ur frenz in school (you know hu im talking bout) haha, well, great man great heart great voice and great personality, Aiken one and only, there is no other. Well, theres really so many good character traits that if I were to put it down, the whole days of our lives series would have completed by the time I ended this. Well til then cheers!

SAM aka UNCLE MUTHUHUHU
Hey muthurubakala, one of the best mentor i have ever had. The ultimate that God has sent, no one can replace you, no one in church can teach you like you do. I meant it. I really treasure it man, however much i can say. UR THE BOMB and the reason why I am still here. It's all thanks to you that i came back to church though many people know that. YOure one of the few people that believes in me, one of the few people who is willing to spend time to teach me. Though i irritate you and alwaez out there to spoil whatever youre trying to teach, being hot-headed and complain king in nature, I still love you. I really appreciate it! Thanks so much sam, you mean the world to me. I really miss you when ur not around. Haha, thanks for tolerating all of my childish schemes and nature. I'm matured now, I guessed .. haha. only time will tell, when ur back.

RACHAEL aka HOLY MAMA
Like i said b4, change ur name from C to P would be raphael, i love that name but love ur name even more, and ur presence in my life even more more. haha. Rach, dun ever worry about not finding the right man for you. Cause I bet theres so many guys out there are just waiting to ask you out. Ur personality rAWWKKSS like insane, ya so dun worry. Like what aiken said " ur the hottest Indian girl i have ever seen" its so true. haha, my cell leader who cares a lot for me. youre alwaez there to pick ur phone whenever i call, alwaez ready to reply messages. Sad to say i dun. well, one talented crazy hot person i have ever met, and a leader that means so dear to me. Loud,domineering,awesome,caring,insane,sexy,hot,cool.. i can go on. Well, appreciate you!!!!!

IsaaC aka Donkey
well, too many things to write, wait til i gather my thoughts then write one whole chunk for you, my best man too.

Marcus Goh Aka fat free
how could I ever forget him. When I have no one, hes there for me. Who in the world is like him? Man you really mean the world to me. If ur reading this, I'm serious, I love you and he saes " eeeee gay!" love as in PHILEO love, get it. haha, besides... haha. One insane IT expert and hes super good, u made it, MMM leader i think ur so worth the title la. Hes damn good with IT, how many times have u helped me with com? think i cant remember liao. He came for my birthday, despite his busy schedule, Hey i really appreciate that you know. One of the few childhood friends i grown up with. He's spectacular by nature, and freakin mature, he knows what he is doing. Hes one person when talking to you, puts hes whole heart and stop whatever he is doing just to finish that conversation of urs. take that. haha. Hes really talented, especially in Computer and all those generic programmes that you and I dont really do nowadays. We need him in Today's world. haha. stay cool man! One more thing, how the hell are you so thin, its so unfair so unfair.

Gina aka PUNK'D
I love her. Shes cool, she would beat the daylights out of you. but i did see the gentle side, the side that seldom many people see. she's there for you when you need help, need encouragement or maybe need someone to share ur problems with. and out comes the bomb, ready to explode when you hit the emo side. haha. u noe wad i mean. Shes one freakin person that is so damn organisedthat shes able to live with how much a week? go ask her, and i think ur be freakin shock. she plans her stuff well, manages her income well, and never resort to borrowing and surprisingly shes the one lending me money, and a person who has no qualms over money matters. One extravagant person that is so hard to find on this earth, wadeva you may think i have changed into, but rest assured ur still my good pal. Shes there to listen when ur on ur edge, when you just quarrelled with ur best friend, shes there to help. haha, a motherly figure can see from afar liao. really appreciate you punk!

Coral
I know you'll never expect ur name to be on this blog. but still i have a lot of stuff to say. However much you think that i have changed or the conversations we have now are so different from last time, or you might think that theres a cold war going on. still i must say this, ur one awesome person that i'll ever know, and one person that i will never forget and one person that i thank god for. Ur warmth, ur sensitivity and ur gentle personality will carry this friendship through think and thin and through the test of time. Its not a poem or some big hooha or wad, its comes from my heart. You are alwaez there when i'm burdened with my problems and kind of end of road type of situation. despite how busy, how tired, how frustrated you are, you will still spend the long duration on the phone hearing my probs and encouraging me. just to let you know, I really really really appreciate it! On the lighter note, ur one funny and crazy and random person i ever knew. Ur randomness is something that i can hardly find in anyone. Most guys would love to have you as a partner, with ur great personality and all. Ur one person that in the world today, its so so so hard to find. Dun ever feel so low about urself, and slap those people's face who dare critisize you, I will do that for you if u need. Coral, ur much more then u think urself to be, you mean so much to the people around you. dun bother about what they say, its what God thinks that matters. Youre hot coral!!! If ur reading this, I just wanna apologise for that mean conversation we had the other time, despite how tired u were or how sick you were, i showed no sensitivity and concern and i cant believed that i shouted over the phone, I'm sorry, and also for all the "cold shoulder" but i really dunno what to do. well, then again YOU RAWWWKKKK!!!!!!!...

Well, theres like so many more, guess i would write part 2 like isaac haha, tmr or when im free or something like that, WOOT i took 2 freakin hours to write this. and if you know me, i mean what i say. oh ya, if ur name is not up, dun worry, its gonna come up soon, like i said these people i wrote for ARE RANDOM!!!! stay in tune and keep reading those blogs!! hahaha.... til then chill out.

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