Its been long. working my ass off to sell those irons
dunno whether you guys would actually read all of these..
but in any case here goes
this is by far the first entry ever since I started working
Life's been good so far.
but i really miss you guys loads.
gonna use those money for some good purposes like buying myself a drum set
and going to bangkok and get dread locks.
hahaa.. yea thats all for now.
work gives you shit.
customers are brainless and always right
boss is dumb and abusive of power
supervisor is unreasonable and desperate to hold her position
Philips promoters are scheming foxes that dun haf a concious
much politics on the sales floor
so many things to learn, so little time.
dun waver to the dark side.
or join the small fry.
gossips flows around like water
backstabbing?
now thats an understatement
when the tongue is present, sin is not absent
but he who holds his tongue is wise.
How can one lives with their concious
when all they do about is backstab and create strive?
war between parties so evident
all I can say is watch me bounce back.
sales is my forte and i believe in just doing my job.
go ahead and create those false rumours
all i can conclude is that
one would reap what they sow.
good luck to you.

my my .. its been ages.
What am I doing at this unearthly hour?
well thanks to ben choo who doesnt keep track of time
yea.. he woke me up at 5.
he's now busy snoring
obviously, he talked through the night.
one more thing.
whatever messages you guys wanna pass it to me
pass it straight to me, dun go through my brother
hes tempormental, depends on his mood.
sometimes when he feels like it, then he pass it
most of the time, he forgets or doesnt intend to tell me
in which he assumes my answer, then gives it to you guys
all the time, the answer is not what i wanted.
what's on the surface conceals lots of things.
you might be asking me, oh what happen between both guys
sry man. its not just another quarrel or whatsoever.
it's been long. its been going on.
all is not well on the inside.
I try many times to be the best brother ever
too bad its neither appreciated not repaid, instead attacked
theres a limit to my trying. i'm human
I've reached the peak.
Sad to say,
We're brothers by name, never by bond
though i may claim that I know him very well
I lied. I do not even know him as well as you guys do.
I've never expected anything from you
I'm sorry ben, if I didn't reach the expected level you want me to be
If ur reading this and thinking its a big hooha
I've really have nothing to say
well ben, think of the stuff you did for me and ur frens
that is if you ever did
see the contrast?
I've been bottling this up, with few pple knowing
truth hurts, but this is it
like always, you'll always be my brother
and will still.

laughter will never wipe away those hurts
it can only cover them
people close to ur heart fails.

Back in action.
after MIA for so long

So wad ya gonna do for christmas?
haha.. i got just the thing.
YOU GUYS JUZ WAIT!!
think you would love it.

Did You rise the sun for me?
Or paint a million stars that I might
Know Your majesty?
Is Your voice upon the wind?
Is everything I've known marked
With my maker's fingerprints?

Breathe on me
Let me see Your face
Ever I will seek You
'Cause all You are, is all I want, always
Draw me close in Your arms
Oh God, I wanna be with You

Can I feel You in the rain?
Abandon all I am to have You
Capture me again
Let the earth resound with praise
Can You hear as all creation lives
To glorify one name?

HOWDIE HA
Its been long my homies.
utterly long - 5 days? which deem itself as a century
or as one would term it.
same hour, same person, different topic

Want to be equiped in mocking mockery?
using the power of speech to advocate love
for somewhere in proverbs it says
those who love to talk will experience the consequences
for the tongue can kill or nourish life.
vindictive rumours of disliked people are so evident
We as christians should fight for what we stand
put a leash over its reign

are we,
are we,
are we all innocent?

LIES
who hates to be decieved? everybody
now watch the irony.
who have not lied at all in ur whole life?
if ur answer is yes, you just did.
Everyone lied b4 and
conciously or not, would commit it again in the future
truth is, dun let it become a stronghold or a bondage
It's a perfect imperfection
no escape from it doesnt mean you dont have to
put in the effort!
tried it, am trying and definately keep on keeping on
It's hard, nothing appears on a spoon fed directly to ur mouth

haven't been blogging about my life
It's too mundane, just too usual for me to bear out.
one word, HECTIC/BUSY
or one would termed it as
"burdened under satan's yolk"
I beg to differ.
the bible says, an idle mind is the devil's workshop
however, dun ever let "busy" compromise the time spent with God
otherwise, my proposition wouldn't stand

Have we been too influenced by the world?
and that beauty is no longer in the eye of the beholder?
but its set by a few fashion icons in the world?
damn it oprah.
in the 19th century - shakespearian times
where music is the food of love and
life is a bed of roses
people whose bodies has a beer belly are
deemed to be beautiful.
yea, pple drink and make merry
which explains the "gulu gulu"
take a step backward and check out how the media shapes the world
now what should we believe in?
easy, not the media and neither shakespear (hur hur)
but what the bible term as beauty.
Beauty is fleeting and charm is deceptive
but a woman that fears the Lord is to be praised.
The perfect wife mentioned in proverbs
said nothing in relations to her looks.
Now that's beauty.
glam, hot, cool, high sex appeal,
DITCH IT.
It's natural to be superficially insecure
it's beauty that comes from within that matters
Make a stand for urself, dun let it turn into depression
Ur special the way you are.
I dunno about you
I'm sick and tired of people wallowing in self-pity
mostly about their looks
and having low self-esteems
dun play into the devil's foothold!







I think that all the CFC girls
are really beautiful.
and so do all the CFC hot guys
Cause great minds think alike
I meant every word.

I seriously do not know
Why I am up at this unearthly hour.
damn it jessica.
much apologies to the people
who have been constantly reading my blog.
today, you're in for a treat.

this is a random topic,
PLEASURE

ask urself this question
what does this means to you?
well, some pple think that by smoking, excessive drinking, or drinking
derives it.
other more down to earth pple
would define as clubbing, pubbing and juz grooving around.
But do you know what real pleasure is?
this is my defination.
I have come to realise over the years
and am still realising even til this day.
that real pleasure comes when you treasure life.
Ironic isn't it? mine and the world's defination?
well, one good example, stop awhile to think..
If u are doing sport, running basketball etc.
A big bottle of chilled 100-plus might just be all u need
That is pleasure. It's long-lasting in physical aspect for ur body.
Another mundane example for guys my age
most of my clique would be married to boot camp
the food that would be "delicious"
as well as you get the same each day.
Pleasure derived could just be just
A Kentucky meal to the growling stomach.

Pleasure that is more complicated and more deep
would be in terms of speech and relations.
Have you ever wondered
How do you counter insults and sarcasm?
that is so relevant in today's world
Sarcasm is an Art, much as people would say
The counter to sarcasm is never regurgitating it back
Sarcasm or the Arts is not competitive in nature.
and you wouldnt want to stoop down to his level.

The counter to sarcasm and insults is none other then
LOVE AND SINCERITY.
It's so strong, dun ever underestimate it.
It's been proven in my life, and it'll be for yours
if you choose to listen and not walking away thinking its bullshit.
By loving the person despite the countless insults being throwed
makes you a much stronger person then he is
as the saying goes, "hurt people hurt people"
By loving that person, joy never felt b4 flows into ur heart
and by using words of blessing and love to answer
Now thats a majorly wonderful comeback.
pleasure in that form is derived.

So bottom line of the inspiration
Drugs derive only temporary pleasure and satisfaction
and consequence is too severe
so Don't do drugs.
Lets join the anti drug abuse parade.
yea right... KIDDING!!!!

Be a man, do the right thing
apologise when ur in the wrong
dun be so stuck up.
when u injure someone's ankle
yes I agree it was an accident
but dun go say oh he fell down by himself
ITS OBVIOUS, even others can tell
so cut the crap excuses
one more thing
dun try and act like ur stronger or better than me
I cant be bothered to challenge you
I intended it to be friendly match.

Hello!!.. im not back to blogging or wadsoever
just to let all of ur know that currently my com is down
the screen juz cant work
how cool..
anywaez been really busy studying
this time its genuine
haix im so stress
but soon it'll be all over YEAH!!
havent have any plans yet
most prob would start work and my individual workout
2 days gym 2 days run 2 days swim
yup, get my pay and splurge on myself
Im gonna bleach my hair to a new colour.. yea.
alright so far this is like the kind of plans i have after A's
quite boring, but i bet there would be
so many activities that i do not know which to go to
really cant wait for nxt wed to come
it seems ages but then again
its quite fast.
though i do not want A level to start
it had already begun.
1 sub down, 3 more.
nxt week would be the hectic one
2 sub in 3 daes
whereas this week is quite alright
for the fact being that theres onli one sub spread thru the week.
but still, im stressed...
haix.. study study and watch aiken play now
coz when he starts school , i will be frolicking my butt off at some place/
haha.. til then its 1 and a half weeks more
woot. its coming real soon
juz u wait!!

My dogs rooney and spike send their regards
to who ever is reading my blog.
haha...yea.. random..

I cant believe the way your love has got a hold on me
each morning i wake to find you near
You lift me above my fears and set my feet on solid ground
all of my days belong to you

and i bring ur breath of life
that fills my heart
you are my all consuming fire

and i stand here before you
in wide open wonder
amazed at the glory of you
the power of heaven, revealing ur purpose in me
as im reaching for you

This song has been uploaded on my blog
do hear it, its so meaningful
Please hear it,, its so so so good!!

«Joseph.Jozzie» AkA Tigerlily "meow"
Amature 18
crazy.lil.slacker and full.time."toot-face".nutcracker
SRJC,happening.school.in.the.year.1988
affliated to Champs4christ


Shoutouts
Isaac aka donkey
Marcus Goh aka Fat free
Samuel aka Uncle muthu
Aikey aka charming
Regina aka Punk'd
Joel Ooi aka peachy
Shenna aka nana
The KC hot girls
Coral (Coller)
Mishuelle (mish)
May
Madeline(maddy)
my family (benster aka brudder!!)
CFC worship team (your music rawks)
You.guys.rawk.my.world


The sexy me

Aikey.(ex-convict?)